Blogging

I have not been blogging a lot lately not because I don't have stuff to blog about but more like I feel I need to be more 'together' about it. It is a public forum after all (even if I have no real audience). I guess I get caught up feeling like I need to be organized and have nice pic's like Alexis or witty like Stephanie or funny like Franklin.
I am not really any of those things (at least not consistantly) and I don't really want this to be random stream of consciousness crap either.
I realize I do this more for me than anyone else and that really should be enough for me to go ahead and just throw it in here as I will but another part of me wants to have followers and that I need to 'dress it up' for anyone that might happen along.
Soooo I dunno what I am gonna do about it. I guess I'll try to get my crap together more often but who knows...